Moment Of Silence

My alarm woke me up at 8am today.

Then I kept pressing snooze snooze.

How annoying.

Then, I heard like the sky is pouring O:

So saddening.

Me and my brother couldn't go to the park then.

I went back to sleep & got up at 10.30am.

Got ready, ate one whole fat muffin-_- & went to the doctor.

Waited for like an hour plus.

Got lectured and lectured and lectured.

The end result ;

I must eat rice everyday-_-

& ALOT more.

I became so moodless after that.

Even now & maybe the future too.

Then me and my daddy went to the Atria because there are some sales there.

But it sucks big time.

The clothes suck as well.

Since I must eat rice everday, I took fried rice for lunch.

I ate so much until I don't care about anything anymore.

Then, now I am so full and I feel like vomiting everything out.

I don't know what am I going to eat for dinner.

I bet it will be something really filling again.

I will gain maybe another 5kgs in one month time.

Good luck to myself.

Don't regret if anything happens to me when I am in college.

I am serious.

Only I know the reason why.

I just feel like standing in the middle of the road & get knocked down by a car.

I wouldn't regret.

I know I am being annoying this way.

But I have no idea why-_-

I am so sorry readers.

Hopefully, I will get back to my happy mood soon.

Maybe next month?

I hope so.

I know I am so vain about my weight but this is how I feel now.

Forcing me to eat is like asking me to die?-_-

I am full ; I don't eat.

I am hungry ; I eat.

SO DON'T FORCE LAR !

How annoying could that be.

Very very very much-_-

I want to exercise later but I don't want to.

I don't feel like doing anything anymore.

GOSH.

What if I get appendix?

Be prepared to see me in an obese shape next year.

I don't want to wear baby tee anymore.

I don't want to wear tight shirts anymore.

I don't want to wear fitting clothes anymore.

Settle ; Deal.

;darlingiloveyou.