; i love you :)

KLCC :)

Infinity mirror:)

KLCC :)

Fun fun day:D

Feel like a year since I last went online:3

Weighed myself yesterday and guess what!

I am 38kgs now-_-

Even heavier than last year before I was aneroxic.

Shit lar, I feel so guilty eating so much.

Damn full now & I hate having tummy.

If it's small, I don't mind but it's big-_-

I want to get rid of it but tak tau macam mana.

Shit Shit Shit Ox

Actually, I am very thankful:)

Still have so many things to do but so lazy lar:2

Just finished bm karangan:D

I want to go shoppingO:

My mood came back:P

School's been boring. As usual haha.

I slept about 4 times today:P

How awesome:)

Omgee! Mid term exams are coming!

GOSH. I have no doubt that I am failing this term.

:x screw it lar.

Thanks to my condition, I don't think I can concentrate that well anymore:O

I still don't know what's my ambition lar.

I might want to be a dietician:D

But I suck in science subjects):

Boring boring boring.

I am in need of a Chemistry tuition. BADLY.

; hello cute cute ! :)

Life's like a roller coaster.

Okay, just a short update:)

Me, Kevin, PheiFern, Jo Yee, Kavin & Loga went to KLCC:)

Overall, I enjoyed it very much & it was fun:P

Went there mostly for fun, not for the project;D

I will upload the pictures maybe tomorrow?:)

Too lazy to upload the pictures.

Hmm.. Sorry Poh Wei, didn't make it to the park Ox

& going Tropicana with Kevin tomorrow:D

And I put on another 3kgs-_-

I am eating TOO much and once I start eating, I can't stop-_-

Screw it lar.

I have such big huge tummy.

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I feel depressed.

Things just get harder day by day.
I hate it.

Today was suppose to be a nice day but it's all ruined.
I just don't get you.

Have to move my butt and make the card larO:

Damn lazy but I have to:x

THANK YOU .

I just want to thank everyone that helped me out when I am aneroxic:)

I want to eat JELLY.

Life is fair and unfair.

Dontcha agree?

I seriously feel like a big fat loser-_-

Guess what, I went to see the doctor and I put on another kg yesterday.

You know how annoying it is to actually grow.

Yes, for me maybe.

I feel damn damn fat now.

I just can't accept the fact but I guess it takes time.

I can't stand the fact that I am having a tummy now.

I can't stand the fact that my clothes are becoming smaller.

It's just so annoying.

I don't know how to describe how I feel but ..

I just feel weird. Really weird.

Yesterday night before bed, I was thinking so much.

I have been through so many things actually.

Not to say MANY lar but yeah.. been through stuff.

I felt like crying each time I think back, even now.

No reason for a person to be emo but there's always a reason to be happy:)

Sometimes, I just feel like an epic loser in this big world.

I feel bad, I feel lost and I feel annoyed.

& I still have so many things to do.

Many cards to do.

Many homework which I don't know how to do.

I need a break.

I should stop eating so much-_-

I feel really annoyed each time I am full.

So retardedO:

I didn't exercise for almost a month?!-_-

I want to pick up badminton:)

I shall ask PohYee then.

Then, I can play with my daddy:D

; you want somemore?:P

I can't go to LEO Forum):

Daddy is too mean:3

Hopefully next year I can go to both prom & forum:)

I like camwhoring:P

; for you:)

Gosh, I gained another kilo in like one day-_-

How annoying lar.

I really have to exercise already):

I feel like buying some original albums:3

& I don't know why but I just feel like it.

Ugh I didn't go to SPCA today):

Kevin went :2

I shall eat cereal later, ate so much for breakfast-_-

Screw myself.

I am currently feeling annoyed due to eating too much.

:x

Some songs are really annoyingO:

So sorry to say so:x


Alalala, I am bored.

; You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, and I'll be there
You want my love, you want my heart
And we will never ever, ever be apart:)

FYI, it is darn damn super duper easy to gain weight:)

Which is really bad-_-

I am fucking annoyed because I am fucking full -_-

Omgee, I feel like changing my blog skinO:

But I am so lazy to redo everything & I am afraid I will screw them up.

So I don't think I want to mess with it:x

I currently miss Nicholas Teo's songs):

I wonder when will he be holding another concertO:

I mau pergi:)

Shit lar, I am getting fatter day by day.

I know it's good but I think I am over doing it-_-

Which is really bad.

Aiks, I need to get up early tomorrow):

I want to go to the SPCA thingy but I can't.

How awful):

I am going to KLCC next week:D

YAY:D

I didn't take LRT with my friends beforeO:

I know I am so ulu lar:b

I hope Phei Fern will be okay:3

& Poh Wei! She doesn't like her, no worries:)

; ILYKCEK:)

; I'mLovin'It:)

La la la Fa fa fa Da da da.

Okay, that's epic.

Anyway, school was alright.

Many conflicts here and there. Aih.

I like English periods:)

It's mostly fun & teacher was so cute today because she couldn't talkO:

I sleep in school everyday.

I find it awesome :P

And I went to Tropicana with Kevin on Wednesday;)

I love that day so much:D

Thank God:)

Oh and I gained another 2 kgO:

I am 35kg now, such great improvement.

But seriously, my tummy is so big already-_-

I want to get rid off it):

Can swimming with float makes us grow?

:P If can, I will do that every week.

I feel like an epic loner at times.

Like seriously, especially when you have no friends to talk to.

Haih.

Life's been tough and easy.

What can we say? Haha.

Anyway, I am so lazy to do anything:x

; thanks:)

Epic ;P

Random:)

TeeHee:)

; NAN UNNAI KHADAL LIKERAN, KEVIN CHEW:)

Nothing to blog.

I am so full & bloated.

Currently annoyed.

Advise: Do not mess with me now:)

& I suck a lot O:

♥ i love you :)

I am BORED.

; I hear your heartbeat:)

What Do You Want From Me ?

What do I want from myself? O:

Today school was like bullshit.

First two periods which was Sejarah was just pure bullshit-_-

Slept for two periods:)

Thanks Phei Fern for kicking my chair when teacher's there;P

After that, free time for Moral because teacher wasn't here:)

Me, Kavindran and Phei Fern talked:)

Recess, went with Kevin:D because Poh Wei went for MSSD.

Modern maths we just discuss the test paperO:

Physics, free periods again:x

Did and talked LOL.

& lastly is Chemistry which we did some fascinating experiment;P

The metals are just so awesome:P

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PheiFern, don't be sad:) We will always be here for you:) Love you lots & SMILE:)

; Baby, I want to tell you I Love You :)

; I am sorry for yesterday and that's the first time you shouted :x
I was scared and speechless at that moment.
What would happen if I hadn't say no? & I agreed to?
It was like a sharp pain in my heart O:
So sorry darling, hopefully this will not repeat itself:)

Hello:) Come to think back about my life, there are so many ups and downs O: Just feel like blogging it down here:) Aha since I am so free now and I have nothing to do:3

So let's rewind back time:D

1- 5 years old : Cry, eat, shit and learn what normal toddlers do:)

5- 7 years old : Kindergarten was somehow FUN:D It's at Peter & Jane :) I can still recognise my teacher's faces but I can't remember their names:x Aha. I miss playing the 3 playgrounds there, splashing water with my friends, getting a so-called boyfriend there:P & the food there :D

7- 12 years old : Standard one to standard 5 was just so and so LOL. But standard 6 is like the best year for me:) I don't know why but either way, I miss it so much. I miss the times where we actually ponteng ed class and laugh together and everything :) There's no conflict around, gang around and everyone is just so innocent to each other O: & also the trip to Singapore is fun:D I miss those times )x

12- 15+ : Aha! :D Secondary school is okay okay lar. Not to say a very very nice process but I like it and no regrets :D Form 1 was like I am so noob in making friends but made some true friends though aha. Then form 2 many things happened and eventually something ended:x Form 3 was fun eventhough there's PMR LOL. Genting trip was definately one of the best trips :D & a relationship started and the other ended :x & now form 4, I am so stressed up O: I couldn't cope up with my studies ): Been through aneroxic and it is no fun. I don't want to talk about it. So, yesterday was seriously a hell O: I wonder if I didn't say no then, what will happen :x

Future : To be revealed :)


Haha, see I am just crapping in this post because I am bored and I have nothing to do lar. Suppose to go to the park but I didn't. Ox

I want to watch somemore movies lar ): It's like you watch once and get addicted to it O: LOL.
I feel artificial Aha :3 I feel like going on a roller coaster and shout my lungs out :6
I am just bored, bored, bored and bloody full -_-

My aunty brought some yam cake here but I tell you, not to be mean but honestly it tastes bad Ox
Now I seriously feel like vomiting because I am too full P;

I have been munching on biscuits ALL TYPES of biscuits day and night, day and night.
& guess what! I gained 1kg in only TWO days -_-
How bullshit can that be O;

Gosh, when I get back to my weight, I should really cut down on eating non stop :c
Seriously-_-
& I need to exercise bad bad badly! x(

Anyway, I just want to wish Alexandria Lorraine Anthony ; a safe journey to Canada & have a great time there! :D Loves:)

; Sometimes, life is just so tough:x

Alexandria's Surprise Farewell Party :)

Hello:D

Yesterday, went to Alexandria's Surprise Party:)

So sorry, I was late :x

Anyway, had a fun time there & I really miss them )<

After eating at Itallianes, went to watch a movie, Being Human :D

It is a damn funny and nice show:)

MUST watch:P

After watching movie, called my daddy to come and guess what O:

I got lost in OU.

-_-

How awesome right?

Luckily, Jon Zhen followed me, if not I don't know what will happen O:

Thank you so much :)

Then came home, was the worst night ever Ox

Such a tough time for me :3

Anyway, thank God we are okay now:)

I am sorry baby):

Pictures:

Alexandria:) & her card.

LiiYung:)

Shafiq:)

EPIC :P

Cassandra:)

The twins:)

Jon Zhen:)

HongWei:)

ChingXie:)